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sometimes we want to help someone else through a problem. that's paradoxical though, for one to solve another. not that it can't be done. that's what really adept counselors can do. and only if one chooses that path. however, fear of the process, and subsequent discoveries, paralyze most into stasis. it froze me for years. it was difficult and liberating simultaneously. indeed. the Great Deceiver, as some call it, does not evolve, nor would this imaginary spirit want us to, either. we are trapped in the ghosts of our past, and way too often or easily. we decide we can't change. that we are flawed at core, therefore setting us up to repeat the behavior that again, leads us to believe we are flawed. forgiving the self is immensely difficult. with equal benefit. It is said that forgiveness is not for the one who is forgiven, but for the one who forgives. When one is both the forgiver and the forgiven, it seems almost impossible. forgiving oneself.  it is, at the core, lo

medical grace

Toni Corbin of Lebanon Tennessee, whose son, Wallace Peterson, suffered a traumatic brain injury after a motorcycle wreck testified in Nashville.  "If God made this cannabis plant and God made us with this Cannabis receptor in our bodies, maybe God has a plan. Who are we to question and interfere in God's plan?"

it's all coming back to me, anyway

If you think evil, don’t say it. If you say evil, don’t write it, and if you write evil, don’t be surprised. unless you want that.

Key Points, incomplete

keep up.  be strong.  stay calm.  slow to anger.  quick to compassion.  always honest.  sometimes silent.  quickly say thanks.  do your best.  regret nothing.  avoid guilt.  forgive others quickly.  forgive yourself immediately.  fear is useless.  be cautious always.  laugh often.  fear nothing.

Heal Thy Body = Healthy Body

Quantum-entangling God provides both the sustenance and science to be taken into the body.  Then it actually becomes our body. It is another way that we (can choose to) recognize God in side of each of us.  It also says much to you bein' what yer eatin', ie, .  Heal Thy Body = Healthy Body .

the future of digital audio

  it must require: very high speed sampling rates. ultraSampling So high we'll use >100x data rates and storage. this is to have ultra-low latency for tracking and live work. most likely this would not run on a standard computer-based system very well due to driver latency. standalone embedded systems would provide best performance. the systems require end-to-end very high sample rates, from ADC to DAC, in order to achieve very low latencies far below the ability to hear it. simple integral upsampling provides backward compatibility of media assets. current practice zero-latency analog monitoring will remain essential, allowing favored outboard analog inserts, but ultrasampling will add near-analog latency, allowing favored processing in digital. sampling rates required are one to two orders of magnitude greater than present to even begin to approach near-analog latencies, more specifically, below perceptual threshold. many claim 7-10ms being below threshold

air travel

ever amusing to watch as the plane fitfully fills with passengers carefully hideously fearfully evaluate each new face chest shirt aura spirit demeanor comes down the aisle and their careless willingness to watch people trapped in line by some seasoned traveller who disdainfully brings a huge bag into is seat space and wastes precious 67  seconds trying to force fit under the ancient passenger seated in front of him jostling the elderly who has no idea not a whim of why their seat is jerking and bumping when they haven't even taken off yet then as finally the attendant grimly cheerfully takes the bag and puts it overhead where the oaf should have and the line staggers forward at fractional feet per minute and the person they evaluated as the worst one passes them by not to be seated by them heaving a sigh without moving praising god that wasn't their seatmate a truly horrific blind seated date for 5 hours and 23 minutes except for the headwinds we are ready to