clear windshield
for me, it seems to happen a bit too unpredictably. that moment where everything is very clear, very centered, and it seems the vessel is empty, that i'm ok with everything, no matter what might happen at that instant, or the next, it would just be what it was. the great iAm. on salon.com someone wrote about that moment as being a 'clear windshield' moment, an analog to the time you really washed it and got in to drive on a day of pure blue sky --pilots call it Severe Clear-- and you had that wow this is great it's like the glass isn't even there. for me, it seems to happen a bit too unpredictably.